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I've been really busy. College, work, social life. Anywho I found some me time. (Just between study time and contmplate suicide time.....ok not funny). Well I remembered that I had a livejournal at one time. So I thought. I wonder if they deleted it? After three years THEY NEVER DID.... Well I got it out of my system. I think I'm going to lay it to rest. See ya in another three years ")
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[15 Aug 2002|12:48am] |
When man's heart is full of deceit...
It burns up, dies...
And a dark shadows falls over his soul...
From the ashes of a once great man, has risen a curse...
A wrong that must be righted...
We look to the skies for a vindicator, someone to strike fear into the black hearts of the sane
man who created him... The battle between good, and evil has begun...
Against an army of shadows, lies the dark warrior...
The prevailer of good...
With a voice of silence...
And a mission of justice...
I am now and will forever be the dark protector of all.
i am superfeldman.
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| Weekday Blues |
[17 Apr 2002|10:07pm] |
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Today was a pretty desent day. I got to hang out with my friend Steve and go learn all there is to know about the great sport football. I up'ed my max in benching again, and I couldn't be happyier about that....But as always. I hit a large nag in the road. I found myself faced with a huge proplem. Accully a problem within a problem. You see to handle this I wouldhave to risk hurting someone. But to egnore it as I had...I would continue to hurt myself. I have a firm belif that My happyness doesn't matter. It's the happyness of others that matters......But I've not been happy (well truely happy) In a long time. So I had to go with what I didn't want to. I confronted my problem, and now wait. My love is all I have to give, and I hope that thoughs who reseave it would Not take it for granted. I guess thats all I really had to say. Just some stuff to get off my chest. Goodnight everyone. Be happy for you. Cause your the only one who can.
Quote:All thoughs powers, and I couldn't even save him (Superman The Movie)
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| I'm not big. On the touchy feely |
[14 Apr 2002|12:55pm] |
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I want to start using Livejournal again. I'm hoping to use it right though. Not as a tool to whine on. But as a way to get what I feel out in the open...I hope that makes sence. Lately I've found myself fighting with two elements. Both being myself. I've been fighting with who I want to be, and who I am. It's hard to always second guess yourself all the time. Cause it leaves little room for happyness. I've found myself to often hurting people I care about because of my anger that I can't express right. I've also found people takeing my kindness and using it for there own personal gain. It hurts to always want to do the right thing, and see people Get by better doing the wrong things. It makes me not want to do the right thing. Makes me want to throw caution to the wind. But....You can't. Because I'll end up being that In witch I hate. It's odd. I find myself battleing with myself, and thoughs around me. It almost makes me go nuts. But I know that If I hold it out. In the end a answer will present it self. Thats all I have left to go with. Hope
Quote: You know you want me. Your not made out of steel. Are you? (SMALLVILLE)
To thoughs with wings fly to your dreams.
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| There's need for change |
[13 Apr 2002|03:38pm] |
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I desided I'd make this new journal to have a new start. Lately I've been coming to the realisation that for there to be any happyness in my life. I need change. I need to make a new day a new way for me. If thatmakes any sence to you. I hope you got it
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| My test |
[13 Apr 2002|03:31pm] |
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My test
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